Suicide Note (Pantera)
I
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale
The pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without
The face that cannot see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it
It lets me breathe
For our handle on this life, I don't believe
This time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again...
Forever fooling, free and using
Sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter
How smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame
But who's to blame?
II
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution
Live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family nor pre-judged army
This is for me and me only, cowards only
Try it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Descending...
It's not worth the time to try
To replenish a rotting life
I'll bare the problem, facing nothing
Fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery
This exposes me for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it
Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice?
When a mind's made up to go ahead and die
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
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Andr茅 D铆spore Cancian
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